Broken Dreams

So Just now I finally decided to tell my mother of our wedding plans. I have been praying on this issue for a year now.  I wasn't supposed to share with her until The holiday but I couldn't wait any longer. It just didn't weight right on my heart. In our previous conversations we have had min discussion and sh e has asked for me to give her time. And I have. I have not pushed. I know this breaks her heart. Somehow I believed she she would be happy for me and altho not accept this same sex union but just love her. Love her 1st born and try to make me happy. Needless to say I was wrong on her change of heart. Well I knew it could go either way. I needed to know. She stated she wanted no parts in the wedding planning, no dress sizes no picking out decorations nothing. Pkay. I can handle this. I told her I would still send her and My father a save the date and a invitation, just incase they changed their mind.

With her decision at least I don't have to invite her friends now. Well not all parents accept their child's sexuality. Good thing for us my sexuality has nothing to do with our loving relationship. My mother is one of my closest friends and she has stated that she would like this to continue.  I will not ever be hold aggression towards her because of this. We have too much fun together, and when it comes to them being involved  in our child's life we will worry about that when it comes.

Dear Mother,
I love you always. I understand your position on this matter. Although I am upset that you will not be joining us on this special occasion, I know there will be other special times we share in the future.

With Love,

Your Daughter